Waking up to Change.

I woke up today not wanting to get up, the usual, but today it was with a sense of depression. As I lay in my bed for the 4 mins that seem liek forever I think about what I am getting up for. Is it for the job that I hate?...or the money that I need more of?....is it the urge to test my benevolance with ignorant, power hungry peers? Or is it simply becuase I want more sleep? With so many questions racing through my mind upon waking up, then it came clear that I wasn't necessarily physically tired....but more so mentally. I am tired of having to deal with the same bullshit on a daily basis....and not seeing anything in return for my urge to benefit humanity somehow...no matter how big or small it may be. Today I will make a change....a change from all the belittling looks and comments.....a change from the minotiny which is "Corporate America"...a change from my personal proclivities....today marks change. DIG.